It is my CURRENT understanding that what man calls "God" is a very limiting term. It points towards something beyond limited comprehension and is not bound between the covers of any human book.
God is without beginning or ending. He always was, is and evermore shall be. Since God can't die and is One he has fantasies of being what He is not. The Universe is God's playground through which He lives out His fantasies. God goes out of His way to make creation as complicated and difficult as possible in order to TRY to make creating a challenge. Alas, no matter how hard God tries He just can't make things difficult enough and this is the core cause of His frustration.
Being "all-powerful" and "all-knowing" eventually leads to ALL-BOREDOM. It is the boredom of God that gives rise to evil. Having things sweet, nice and wonderful all the time eventually becomes BORING TO HELL!!!! So making things extremely complicated is God's way of TRYING to make His Creating a challenge. God has no real challenges and this is the core of God's frustration.
GOD FANTASIZES BEING US. God is jealous of us because our problems are easy for Him to solve and fix. His problem, however, is not easy to fix and it's driving God crazy. The more crazy with boredom God becomes the more insane His creation becomes. Supposedly, the madness you see in the human race is happening throughout all the galaxies in the universe. We're headed for something BIG and it's not going to be very nice for most of humanity. Hell is on the way!!! The hell of a God gone mad with boredom!!!
The five near-death experiences I went through were TREMENDOUSLY PAINFUL. My relationship with the Lord has not come easy. Even now I am paying my dues in suffering in order to have a more direct and clear relationship with the Spirit of Intent, or what humans call: God
I'm always ready to find I am incorrect about ANYTHING I currently believe. I'm perpetually testing any and all supposed messages. I have shared what I have received and it may be incorrect, but these revelations keep getting stronger and stronger. I'm more certain than ever that I am indeed correct in this about the Nature of God.
My hope and prayers are that I will never qualify to be any "prophet of God" because I can't control my cursing when I get angry. I'm sure you will agree that I'm nowhere near tactful enough to be God's representative. My goal is to keep God laughing and happy so that He doesn't do what He intends to do with humanity until after I am dead. That is my overall goal: to postpone God's Wrath as long as I possibly can!
